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into the earth with the dearest of friends

by Messiahnide

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From down here all is bleak The flame is cold and the light grows weak From down here, where we live to die Where we are born with flies in our eyes Everything you've ever done Pales beneath the dying sun As we race through this dying night And into the end of the light End of light From down here all is bleak Breath is cold and flames are weak Everything you've loved is done There's only end in sight End of the light Follow the worms Crawl in deep
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If it's true that time runs as deep as you say Then beyond the wells of time I will lay Lay and wait. Wait, for something pure remains Beyond the bleeding of hearts and eyes. Fake your sentiment but I see no way; Only nothingness remains to benefit When your world's an open grave And only jealousy remains. When your bitterness overtakes and overrides you You're welcome, welcome to the parade The doomsday parade Come take your place We all still remain But just don't go anywhere We just live on a cross Can't I just die on this cross? What with all those open graves?! I know your name I dug your grave You were the innocence in me. I know your grave I knew your face I know your bitterness You were the only thing I loved. You're the only thing I ever loved and killed. When the world takes away the only thing you cared about Or rather when the only thing you care about is gone From this world, you can't feel guilty or shame A new innocence is made. Beyond this world The innocence is undying. Beyond their world The innocence remains We still remain It's beyond me now and I just don't want to struggle anymore I tried my best to keep you warm. I tried to keep you warm.
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You layed beside me the start of every day But now emptiness fills the spot where you once lay We'd share a smoke now I just miss that smell Now I stay awake and choke on how I feel Nothing else should ever feel this way I feel Nothing ever should feel the way I feel No one and nothing Broken and with nothing in this world You're gone And now nothing good remains.
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When life hands you lemons What are you gonna do, not use lemons? It's an unwakeable nightmare Everyone is waking to it The unavoidable reality It's beyond the point Where anyone is going to give you lemons now The soil is sour, acidic like the rain Unavoidable nightmare, unwakeable hellscape You would be lucky, lucky to get lemons Because it's only raining piss and shit It's gonna rain piss and shit They are gonna reign in piss and shit Unwakeable nightmare Where you are gonna beg for lemons You're gonna beg Because nothing sweet is gonna cross your lips again Nothing sweet will cross your lips again.
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I tried and I failed you I couldn't save you Save you from time or disease I promised with all of my heart To save you To save you from your fate To save you from the world This hole in my heart will bleed forever Gaping from my bosom From where I held my friend I promised that you were special That we might live forever If I just loved you enough I promised with all of my heart To protect you from this life To keep you safe with me But I failed you My dearest and kindest friend Because all promises are made of shit All my promises are Are made of shit And now I would gladly drown the world Just to see your face My promises are shit, nothing I swore. Up and down. To protect you and keep you alive And now you are dead and I am living I guess so And I guess that says it all I swore, I promised But there is nothing true in this world I knew that I couldn't I knew I shouldn't promise I knew you never understood I knew that I knew nothing I promise That there is no good deed That there is no promise in this world Promises to save you I couldn't save you From life of disease Only safe from life with me Promises, I never could have kept Promises, no one else could keep Promises, none could keep
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I can see the flowers grow From your form below Since you went you away I return to your garden where you lay Every day and cry at your grave I think it's my tears that make the plants grow I wish they could bring you back Give you another drink Bring you back to me Bring you back to life And we could die in each other's arms Just come back to me And we can die in each other's arms I cry for you I cry my heart out Trying to smell the flowers growing from you I wish my tears would find their way into your mouth Give you that last drink you missed If only they could If only they could But I can only see the flowers I hope you feel my hands on them
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about

Final slate of songs written and predominantly recorded as a one piece as the project transitions to a full live band with a slightly different direction.

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released December 31, 2022

All songs writte, recorded, etc by messiahnide.

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